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Monday, October 26, 2009

A silent announcement


This past 1 month had been a really really really tough month for me.

It happens at a wrong time...in a wrong place...

It all started way back 6 years ago when our relationship is not approved. As we are still young, enthusiastic...sank so much in the sea of love, we swore that we are going to fight for this and hopefully one day...our love will be accepted.

After 6 years, we plan to get married. But who knows, it is the reason where everything shattered apart. It is this moment that we realized that there is no true love without parents blessings and that we have to let go people that you love...only to see them to find a brighter future with someone else... For this, he decided to let me go, a noble sacrifice. I still remember the cry and tears...how shattered our heart were...all the memories seems to rewind itself back over and over again.

I miss him...really miss him. I cant believe myself being in this situation.

The tears I cried...

During this period of time, when everybody busy preparing for exam...I am alone. I have no bestfriends in the first place... and telling any girls about this means the news will spread up till Ireland. So to be fair, let me announce this first hand to all of you...please dont ask me anything as it is too painful to recap.

God bless me with two friends who supported me all the way through this tough period. You guys always be the best.

I am moving on.

I pray for his happiness and for Allah to give him the best woman who deserve his heart and his family that is never destined to be mine. Let him know, he is never a burden to me...in fact he is the best thing ever happen in my life. Thank you for everything...every single thing.

2 Comments:

Blogger jamie said...

babe..aku x tau ape sbenarnyer yang jadi. tapi aku tumpang bersedeh. ko la antara couple yang aku nak3x sgt tgk bersama..sigh..

kalau restu parents yg jadik penghalang..pujuk la dgn baik. marah2 mak ngn ayah, tetap ade soft spot nya. tak caya tgk je la rita rudaini. tak2 restu mak mertua pun, akhirnya lepas setahun, bila nk dpt cucu, lembut ati dorang..

bukan aku menggalakkan go against parents. jgn sesekali buat mcm tuh. selagi boleh usaha..usaha la. bila kite give up, kat situ la failure plg sbenar.

aku sgt berharap aku ade kt sana skrg and boleh peluk kau...

kau x perlu approve this komen kay, babe.hopefully kite leh borak panjang nnt

27 October 2009 21:50  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Salam.

Speechless.

I don't know how it feels, but I know it must be really hard for you.
Sorry for not being able to be by your side when all these happened. In the past 1 month, everyone was drown with books, but that should not be the reason.

Dear my good friend, may Allah strengthen your heart and fill your heart with His Love. I pray that Allah Grants you the Best in your life. Ameen~


~your KCmate

28 October 2009 11:18  

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